Saturday, March 31, 2007
When it All Falls Apart by The Veronicas
Love this song. I've been through hell this week. MUST THINK POSITIVELY!!!!
Must be STRONG! Must SLAP and KILL irritating people!
This song is for myself and everyone out there who loves this song. Special thanks to all my friends who were out there for me when I was very down this week.
Must be STRONG! Must SLAP and KILL irritating people!
This song is for myself and everyone out there who loves this song. Special thanks to all my friends who were out there for me when I was very down this week.
Akistar the Murdererあきのほし left a death note at 8:03 PM
my kaki ordered 0 roti naan(s) garlic cheese
my kaki ordered 0 roti naan(s) garlic cheese
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Letter to Heaven
Dear Keegan,
Hope you have internet access in Heaven and get to read this. Say hello to my ahma, k?
I remember when you were alive, I can complain to you about some of my stuff. Guess I'll just write it here then. Few days ago, I'm involved in a car accident. It wasn't my fault. The driver was driving so recklessly and fast. She has 3 guy friends, daddy and mummy to defend her. But I'm now going though hell alone just to settle this and bring back justice. She doesn't need to think about it. Daddy settle all mah. I'm not so lucky like her. My parents have to work hard to support my studies. I really wanted to give up on this case but I cannot let the same thing happen again, just like what happened to you. Some friends asked me to give up. Most of them asked me to be strong, stand up and defend for myself. I must make her realize her own mistake before she kills someone else.
I'm now physically and mentally drained. Today, I was supposed to negotiate with the daddy. His argument was I infringed into her lane. But then, there were cars by the roadside... HOW TO NOT MOVE WITHOUT CROSSING? THEN, he said that his daughter didn't broke the miror bcoz there was no paint on it. "Something" broke it. What lar? Ghost of Nottingham izzit?
So how to settle? There were 2 options:
1. Settle own damages. End of story
2. She pay for my damage coz it's her fault. I stopped my car.
We went for option 3. Report to the police.
Police report... tak jadi also. The Head of security gave me the wrong info. PEOPLE REMEMBER TO REPORT TRAFFIC ACCIDENTS WITHIN 24 HOURS. According to the officer, both parties will be fined RM300 since we reported late (more than 24 hours). AHAR! Now whose fault is it? Actually 2 parties fault. One ffk. One gave wrong advice. Dammit shouldn't have listened to the head of security's advice on that. We'll see how tomorrow. I'm still considering to make a police report. Make the person pay more and extra since she (or rather he since the fella who banged me was pretty useless and took no part in the negotiation process) refused to pay me. I already attempted to ask for a reasonable compensation. And he said it's not reasonable. OK LAR FINE. NOT REASONABLE RIGHT? As if you know the prices like that. So I asked him again... How much is your reasonable? He also cannot answer me.
He said that the mirror does not need to be replaced. Can use glue to patch it up. WTH man. You think origami izzit? Or Lego ar? Glue here and glue there can dy har?
I think the girl is very useless. She was in the fault. Don't know how to admit, drag boyfriends and parents somemore. KILL HER. I felt so intimidated.
If you were in my position, what would you do?
Hope you have internet access in Heaven and get to read this. Say hello to my ahma, k?
I remember when you were alive, I can complain to you about some of my stuff. Guess I'll just write it here then. Few days ago, I'm involved in a car accident. It wasn't my fault. The driver was driving so recklessly and fast. She has 3 guy friends, daddy and mummy to defend her. But I'm now going though hell alone just to settle this and bring back justice. She doesn't need to think about it. Daddy settle all mah. I'm not so lucky like her. My parents have to work hard to support my studies. I really wanted to give up on this case but I cannot let the same thing happen again, just like what happened to you. Some friends asked me to give up. Most of them asked me to be strong, stand up and defend for myself. I must make her realize her own mistake before she kills someone else.
I'm now physically and mentally drained. Today, I was supposed to negotiate with the daddy. His argument was I infringed into her lane. But then, there were cars by the roadside... HOW TO NOT MOVE WITHOUT CROSSING? THEN, he said that his daughter didn't broke the miror bcoz there was no paint on it. "Something" broke it. What lar? Ghost of Nottingham izzit?
So how to settle? There were 2 options:
1. Settle own damages. End of story
2. She pay for my damage coz it's her fault. I stopped my car.
We went for option 3. Report to the police.
Police report... tak jadi also. The Head of security gave me the wrong info. PEOPLE REMEMBER TO REPORT TRAFFIC ACCIDENTS WITHIN 24 HOURS. According to the officer, both parties will be fined RM300 since we reported late (more than 24 hours). AHAR! Now whose fault is it? Actually 2 parties fault. One ffk. One gave wrong advice. Dammit shouldn't have listened to the head of security's advice on that. We'll see how tomorrow. I'm still considering to make a police report. Make the person pay more and extra since she (or rather he since the fella who banged me was pretty useless and took no part in the negotiation process) refused to pay me. I already attempted to ask for a reasonable compensation. And he said it's not reasonable. OK LAR FINE. NOT REASONABLE RIGHT? As if you know the prices like that. So I asked him again... How much is your reasonable? He also cannot answer me.
He said that the mirror does not need to be replaced. Can use glue to patch it up. WTH man. You think origami izzit? Or Lego ar? Glue here and glue there can dy har?
I think the girl is very useless. She was in the fault. Don't know how to admit, drag boyfriends and parents somemore. KILL HER. I felt so intimidated.
If you were in my position, what would you do?
Akistar the Murdererあきのほし left a death note at 5:46 PM
my kaki ordered 4 roti naan(s) garlic cheese
my kaki ordered 4 roti naan(s) garlic cheese
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
My first ever car accident
I shall interrupt this silence with a breaking news from CNN......
Yesterday (Monday) about 3.15pm at the University of Nottingham Malaysia Campus, a silver toyota corolla collided with a grey myvi. No serious casulties and injuries. And the driver of the corolla is ME lar! The Myvi's driver is a girl from Foundation Business. I really want to kill her. You will know why when u finish reading this long entry.
I've reported this incident to the head of security. I'm too lazy to retype this incident so I shall paste (and edit) an excerpt from my complaint letter to the head of security:
Below are the details of the accident:
It happened around 3.15pm at the blind corner of Block B building. I was driving my Silver Toyota Corolla (plate number:XXXXXX)very, very slowly (about 20km/hr) from the E block car park towards the lake. Ms Chan, in her Grey Myvi was coming from the opposite direction.
I saw her speeding right after the speed hump at the lake. Worried that she will cause casualties, I stopped by car immediately and my car was STATIONARY before she hit me. I also honned but it was too late. Her car was too fast. She did not manage to brake in time although she tried to swerve to her left. I cannot move my car since my left side was obstructed by the cars parking at the side. She banged into my car.
Additional info from SY:Cars are allowed to park on that road and often occupy almost 1 lane width of the road (about ½ of the road width). The road is also windy= loads of blind corners. Common sense will tell you to slow down, don't drive so fast.
The damage:
My car: Right signal light mirror broken, with dents and scratches.
Her car: Minor scratch across the right back and front door. with 1 minor dent (size of a thumb)
I wanted to resolve the problem yesterday but since she was late for class (her class was at 3pm), I just got her contact number and we had a meeting later in the evening.
Note from SY: She brought 3 guys to the meeting. Want to beat me up izzit? Luckily 1 kept his mouth shut, the other was reasonable. And during the meeting, I find myself negotiating with her 'boyfriend', not herself. She was busy talking on the phone with her dad. Aih spoilt child i guess.
However, during the meeting, her terms were very unreasonable. This incident was clearly her fault and she gave me 2 options:
1. I pay for the damage done to her car whilst she pays for mine.
2. Send both our cars to the same workshop
I cannot comply to the 1st option because it was not my fault at all. She should have knew that that road is an accident-prone area and slow down (instead of speeding).
I also cannot comply to the 2nd option because being a pharmacy student, our timetables are always jammed packed. I have to go back home in PJ during weekends and her house is too far away--- Cheras. We tried to negotiate about the timing but it was just not suitable. Our conclusion was to fix our own cars at our own time and place.
At the time of the accident, Ms Chan's car was fully occupied. I drove alone. We do not have a reliable witness in this case. The only reliable, neutral witnesses are the ducks of the lake. Now if only the ducks can talk....
Today, I was supposed meet her with the Head of Security at 8am at the guard house to negotiate. BUT, SHE DID NOT TURN UP. I called her many times but she didn't pick up. 15 minutes later, I recieved a sms from her, saying that she can't come today. I tried to call her again and again, and apparently she was driving (again sms). She was supposed to call me when she reaches uni but she didn't. I called her again. I got so fed up of her. What a b****!!!! I don't understand her. Why can't she CALL instead of SMS? can't she sense the URGENCY of this matter? Now she's blaming me for complicating things and she claims to want to settle this thing ASAP. She wanted to postpone this discussion till tomorrow (i guess she doesn't want me to make a police report). She will be bringing her dad along. Note how contradicting her words are.
I became a CSI agent this morning. I found her car (thank godness) and took pictures of the damage before she does something else to it tomorrow.
Later in the afternoon I went to see the Head of Security and explained my situation to him. I asked for his advice on making a police report and he suggests me not to make first. Well, at least he knows my side of the story just in case that parent turns out to be not negotiable.
Tomorrow, she will be bringing her father to negotiate the terms and I am really afraid that I will be bullied by both of them. The Head of Security is informed about this incident and he will be there to be the 3rd party (hopefully back me up).
If this case turns sour, I will write to the Vice President (they don't have VC here) and even the CEO. I will make sure that her name gets blacklisted (I got her full name hahaha) and she cannot drive her car ever into the uni again. mwahaha ok that was my hallucination.
I am right from the start and I deserved to be paid, not to pay for someone's recklessness.
KILL HER!!
Hopefully everything goes fine tomorrow and I get back what I should.
Bye bye!
More updates on this event tomorrow.
Yesterday (Monday) about 3.15pm at the University of Nottingham Malaysia Campus, a silver toyota corolla collided with a grey myvi. No serious casulties and injuries. And the driver of the corolla is ME lar! The Myvi's driver is a girl from Foundation Business. I really want to kill her. You will know why when u finish reading this long entry.
I've reported this incident to the head of security. I'm too lazy to retype this incident so I shall paste (and edit) an excerpt from my complaint letter to the head of security:
Below are the details of the accident:
It happened around 3.15pm at the blind corner of Block B building. I was driving my Silver Toyota Corolla (plate number:XXXXXX)very, very slowly (about 20km/hr) from the E block car park towards the lake. Ms Chan, in her Grey Myvi was coming from the opposite direction.
I saw her speeding right after the speed hump at the lake. Worried that she will cause casualties, I stopped by car immediately and my car was STATIONARY before she hit me. I also honned but it was too late. Her car was too fast. She did not manage to brake in time although she tried to swerve to her left. I cannot move my car since my left side was obstructed by the cars parking at the side. She banged into my car.
Additional info from SY:Cars are allowed to park on that road and often occupy almost 1 lane width of the road (about ½ of the road width). The road is also windy= loads of blind corners. Common sense will tell you to slow down, don't drive so fast.
The damage:
My car: Right signal light mirror broken, with dents and scratches.
Her car: Minor scratch across the right back and front door. with 1 minor dent (size of a thumb)
I wanted to resolve the problem yesterday but since she was late for class (her class was at 3pm), I just got her contact number and we had a meeting later in the evening.
Note from SY: She brought 3 guys to the meeting. Want to beat me up izzit? Luckily 1 kept his mouth shut, the other was reasonable. And during the meeting, I find myself negotiating with her 'boyfriend', not herself. She was busy talking on the phone with her dad. Aih spoilt child i guess.
However, during the meeting, her terms were very unreasonable. This incident was clearly her fault and she gave me 2 options:
1. I pay for the damage done to her car whilst she pays for mine.
2. Send both our cars to the same workshop
I cannot comply to the 1st option because it was not my fault at all. She should have knew that that road is an accident-prone area and slow down (instead of speeding).
I also cannot comply to the 2nd option because being a pharmacy student, our timetables are always jammed packed. I have to go back home in PJ during weekends and her house is too far away--- Cheras. We tried to negotiate about the timing but it was just not suitable. Our conclusion was to fix our own cars at our own time and place.
At the time of the accident, Ms Chan's car was fully occupied. I drove alone. We do not have a reliable witness in this case. The only reliable, neutral witnesses are the ducks of the lake. Now if only the ducks can talk....
Today, I was supposed meet her with the Head of Security at 8am at the guard house to negotiate. BUT, SHE DID NOT TURN UP. I called her many times but she didn't pick up. 15 minutes later, I recieved a sms from her, saying that she can't come today. I tried to call her again and again, and apparently she was driving (again sms). She was supposed to call me when she reaches uni but she didn't. I called her again. I got so fed up of her. What a b****!!!! I don't understand her. Why can't she CALL instead of SMS? can't she sense the URGENCY of this matter? Now she's blaming me for complicating things and she claims to want to settle this thing ASAP. She wanted to postpone this discussion till tomorrow (i guess she doesn't want me to make a police report). She will be bringing her dad along. Note how contradicting her words are.
I became a CSI agent this morning. I found her car (thank godness) and took pictures of the damage before she does something else to it tomorrow.
Later in the afternoon I went to see the Head of Security and explained my situation to him. I asked for his advice on making a police report and he suggests me not to make first. Well, at least he knows my side of the story just in case that parent turns out to be not negotiable.
Tomorrow, she will be bringing her father to negotiate the terms and I am really afraid that I will be bullied by both of them. The Head of Security is informed about this incident and he will be there to be the 3rd party (hopefully back me up).
If this case turns sour, I will write to the Vice President (they don't have VC here) and even the CEO. I will make sure that her name gets blacklisted (I got her full name hahaha) and she cannot drive her car ever into the uni again. mwahaha ok that was my hallucination.
I am right from the start and I deserved to be paid, not to pay for someone's recklessness.
KILL HER!!
Hopefully everything goes fine tomorrow and I get back what I should.
Bye bye!
More updates on this event tomorrow.
Akistar the Murdererあきのほし left a death note at 2:46 PM
my kaki ordered 1 roti naan(s) garlic cheese
my kaki ordered 1 roti naan(s) garlic cheese
Monday, March 19, 2007
What a depressing week!
This shall be a very emo post. If you do not want to spoil your day, then please ignore this post.
Now playing: Elegy by Ken Hirai. For some reason, I just fell in love with this song when I first heard it on ANIMAX.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
This week was extremely horrible. Monday's morning kicked off with an unreasonable argument. It all started with a stupid picture. I got scolded and yelled at by my group leader... haih what to do? I guess that's testing my limits. I'm not blaming the other person either, probably he/ she has his/ her own problems. We all probably lost our cool at that very moment, but we all have a common goal: to come out with an ultimate schizophrenia awareness poster! Anyway, the poster is finally completed and thank god our differences this time didn't tear our friendship apart. But I will definitely watch out for these type of events in the future.
I would love to post our hardwork on here. But apparently my pendrive got infected by some spyware or virus. My laptop's antivirus is not up to date so I guess you can only see that next next week. It will be in Great Hall during the first week of April, so go see it for yourself lar! I photoshop-ed (ok lar, with Aisyah also) the poster ok! I'm so proud of myself haha.
Actually, our group wasn't that bad. Arguments, opinion differences... very common. But at least our group leader managed to pull the strings together and did not abandon us at that very critical moment where everyone needs him/ her. Quite satisfied with our poster actually. Our group leader have a good sense of taste too. He/ she was not calculative to the bone and delegated the tasks well. At least we do not need to worry about this over the weekend.
Then I didn't sleep well for the whole week. Datelines, endless reports, complicated NMR patterns... hmmm sometimes i wonder why did i choose this course. To torture myself?
Anyway, yesterday I went out with xuyi, xuyi's friend (forgot the name) and yan leng to shop for prom dress @ lala land and berjaya times square. Both of them got their gown in 12 hours! OMG seriously I think they are very very lucky. Probably the fastest people I knew who successfully got what they wanted within that limited time frame. As for me, I will wear back last year's stuff coz I'm too lazy to shop again. Change some accesories, and TADA! NEW LOOK!
I hate pails. Especially cacated ones (if you know whom I'm talking about). That idiot just pissed me off. I will kill you before you hurt someone else in your desperado quest.
Sayonara!
Now playing: Elegy by Ken Hirai. For some reason, I just fell in love with this song when I first heard it on ANIMAX.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
This week was extremely horrible. Monday's morning kicked off with an unreasonable argument. It all started with a stupid picture. I got scolded and yelled at by my group leader... haih what to do? I guess that's testing my limits. I'm not blaming the other person either, probably he/ she has his/ her own problems. We all probably lost our cool at that very moment, but we all have a common goal: to come out with an ultimate schizophrenia awareness poster! Anyway, the poster is finally completed and thank god our differences this time didn't tear our friendship apart. But I will definitely watch out for these type of events in the future.
I would love to post our hardwork on here. But apparently my pendrive got infected by some spyware or virus. My laptop's antivirus is not up to date so I guess you can only see that next next week. It will be in Great Hall during the first week of April, so go see it for yourself lar! I photoshop-ed (ok lar, with Aisyah also) the poster ok! I'm so proud of myself haha.
Actually, our group wasn't that bad. Arguments, opinion differences... very common. But at least our group leader managed to pull the strings together and did not abandon us at that very critical moment where everyone needs him/ her. Quite satisfied with our poster actually. Our group leader have a good sense of taste too. He/ she was not calculative to the bone and delegated the tasks well. At least we do not need to worry about this over the weekend.
Then I didn't sleep well for the whole week. Datelines, endless reports, complicated NMR patterns... hmmm sometimes i wonder why did i choose this course. To torture myself?
Anyway, yesterday I went out with xuyi, xuyi's friend (forgot the name) and yan leng to shop for prom dress @ lala land and berjaya times square. Both of them got their gown in 12 hours! OMG seriously I think they are very very lucky. Probably the fastest people I knew who successfully got what they wanted within that limited time frame. As for me, I will wear back last year's stuff coz I'm too lazy to shop again. Change some accesories, and TADA! NEW LOOK!
I hate pails. Especially cacated ones (if you know whom I'm talking about). That idiot just pissed me off. I will kill you before you hurt someone else in your desperado quest.
Sayonara!
Akistar the Murdererあきのほし left a death note at 5:15 PM
my kaki ordered 0 roti naan(s) garlic cheese
my kaki ordered 0 roti naan(s) garlic cheese
Thursday, March 08, 2007
對你有感覺 - 江美琪, 光良
This post is specially dedicated for Miss Tan Pin Pin. Hope you enjoy it! And don't get pijak by other ppl ya!
Mei Qi:
我曾深刻體會 對愛感到膽怯 I used to understand deeply, how afraid I felt towards love
還好有懂我的你 給我安慰 luckily I have you, who understood me, who gave me sympathy
Guang Liang:
看你失落的臉 又再為愛憔悴 Looking at your disappointed face, pale and thin again for love
我心痛的感覺竟 如此的強烈 (I didn’t know that) the feelings of my bleeding heart can be that intense
Mei Qi:
眼角的淚 它給過誰 Tears (leaking) from the corner of your eye, to whom have they been given?
Guang Liang:
傷透了心 也無所謂 (My) heart is totally injured, yet it doesn’t matter
Mei Qi:
我會願意 靜靜地 陪在你身邊 I am willing to stay by your side quietly
Guang Liang:
如果說愛 已不可為 If it is said that it is love, yet it cannot be materialized
Mei Qi:
那我寧願 藏心裡面 Then I would rather bury it in my heart
Together:
其實我害怕會失去你的感覺 In reality, I’m actually terrified of the feeling of losing you
Chorus:
怎麼會開始對你有了感覺 How could I start to have feelings for you?
又深怕朋友默契轉身不見 Yet scared of our friendship disappearing
矛盾著猶豫不決 (I am now) in denial and hesitating
沒準備 跨越愛的界線 Not prepared to step over the border of Love
Chorus 2:
怎麼會開始對你(妳)有了感覺 How could I start to have feelings for you?
深陷朋友戀人之間的危險 Deeply trapped between the dangers of being friends and lovers
進與退 被愛包圍 Progress or retreat, (we will still be) surrounded by love
誰犯規 都狼狽 whoever bends the rules, will be in a difficult situation
誰能解圍 讓一切完美 Who can solve this to let everything be perfect?
Chorus 3:
怎麼會開始對你(妳)有了感覺 How could I start to have feelings for you?
深陷朋友戀人之間的危險 Deeply trapped between the dangers of being friends and lovers
你和我 擁抱瞬間 you and me, hugging at this moment
不後悔 這曖昧 no regrets, this ambiguity
星光唯美 把愛放心裡面 Only the stars are beautiful, let love be in (our) hearts.
Akistar the Murdererあきのほし left a death note at 3:19 PM
my kaki ordered 0 roti naan(s) garlic cheese
my kaki ordered 0 roti naan(s) garlic cheese
Thursday, March 01, 2007
New year, new song
Changed the song to something cheerful. It's a crappy song, 嘻唰唰 by 花儿乐队 but very catchy and upbeat. This song is still stuck in my head. Probably the 'cute' Li-Ann's face suddenly make me remember this song actually exists. lol
For some reasons, this year's CNY is so different with ahma's absence. I guess she really brought the family together.
lazy to write some more. I won't tikam people in my blog. hehe but i murder them in real life. that is if they offend me.
For some reasons, this year's CNY is so different with ahma's absence. I guess she really brought the family together.
lazy to write some more. I won't tikam people in my blog. hehe but i murder them in real life. that is if they offend me.
Akistar the Murdererあきのほし left a death note at 6:35 PM
my kaki ordered 0 roti naan(s) garlic cheese
my kaki ordered 0 roti naan(s) garlic cheese
